Let’s Start From the Beginning

by yesitsmafia

I’m not entirely sure how this post is going to end up but I’ve been itching to write tonight. It’s as if the black book I’ve been working on for these past few days wasn’t enough for me. But here I am, awake at 5in the morning with thoughts that obviously wanted to be made known.

If you’re reading this now, you have probably stumbled upon my new blog. The old one is still running though, just on a break. I’ll still be updating that one too but this is my baby for now. You might be wondering why on earth I’d created another one. I guess to answer it simply I have to borrow the Heraclitus’ line.

The only thing that is constant is change.

It’s a fact. We grow up. The season changes. There’s always a new trend happening. Blah blah blah… But here’s what I think: if there is one thing that is really constant in this world -in our lives, that would be HIM.

He never change. He stays the same. His love remains.

Change is inevitable. It happens all the time. I agree. But He remains faithful. I believe He wins over change hands down.

Now, I’m not here to try and sound all preachy and stuff. You can click that little x on top of this window anytime. I’m only here because I wanted to write down just some of the thoughts in my head. So if you’re still reading this, then I am grateful.

Now, I guess you’re probably thinking something definitely happen to this girl for her to write something like this. Oh, definitely there is. And as much as I want to tell you all about it, I clearly don’t have the patience nor the time to write it all down. But here are some of the things you should know:

  • It didn’t happen overnight. We’re talking about years here.
  • I was obviously as stubborn as a rock. Explains why it took that long.
  • There was a great ensemble of cast that is included in my story.
  • And when I finally did understand and accepted His plans for me, I felt this sense of peace in me.

Don’t get me wrong. I felt scared when I realized how big of a change it was going to be. But the presence of peace –of Him– in my heart, and the assurance He has given me through His words, washed all my fears away.

“Fear not, for I am with you; be not dismayed, for I am your God; I will strengthen you, I will help you, I will uphold you with my righteous right hand.”  Isaiah 41.10

Change is definitely in the air. I can feel it -starting in my heart.